When it comes to Fashion, I like to think  of  it as a work of art. When it comes to the modern world  of  fashion, I never once see the fashion that people show on the runway in stores. My question is why waste the time and money to do a fashion show that fashion designers don't put into the stores? What are they not good? Or are they just something because you are not ready to show the world what you are really made of?  I don't see how people can be proud of something when they don't show it, What wrong with this picture? I really like to understand, I know I will never get a straight answer, but the question is always open for those who would be willing to answer it, I would really like to know.
                When it comes down to the start of running a fashion blog/magazine, I tend to look for fashions that people are afraid to talk about, they are afraid to show something, I am very interested in knowing what new out there. I like when the new fashions rolled around when it time for fashion week. I like to think of it as Christmas, because they are something new. Sometimes they are something that people will make up or something will come to them. I like the new stuff that they create, It fun, flirty and also something that is amazing. You will never know how can a person can create something that is so amazing and so interesting. It something that can be so original. Fashion designers are real people that dont need help when it time to create something, when it comes to Celebrities, they are phony people who think they can be fashion designers, when they cannot. In order to do something great like fashion design, you must be able to draw something on a piece of paper and with a pen, not something that someone needs someone else's hands.
            When I see a celebrity trying to be a fashion designer, I am like stick to what you know, If I have to stick to Fashion, then you can stick to acting and film. But some people think that they can be fashion designers, when they can't. It takes pride and a fashion degree, to know what fashion brings. I know fashion as if it was created just yesterday, I like fashion and I will always stick to what I know, I don"t and wont listen to others telling me what I should wear and what style I should have. Nobody knows what I need, but me. So when someone tells me that, I will simply ignored them, cause they don't know

                When it comes to Fashion, I like to think  of  it as a work of art. When it comes to the modern world  of  fashion, I never once see the fashion that people show on the runway in stores. My question is why waste the time and money to do a fashion show that fashion designers don't put into the stores? What are they not good? Or are they just something because you are not ready to show the world what you are really made of?  I don't see how people can be proud of something when they don't show it, What wrong with this picture? I really like to understand, I know I will never get a straight answer, but the question is always open for those who would be willing to answer it, I would really like to know.
                When it comes down to the start of running a fashion blog/magazine, I tend to look for fashions that people are afraid to talk about, they are afraid to show something, I am very interested in knowing what new out there. I like when the new fashions rolled around when it time for fashion week. I like to think of it as Christmas, because they are something new. Sometimes they are something that people will make up or something will come to them. I like the new stuff that they create, It fun, flirty and also something that is amazing. You will never know how can a person can create something that is so amazing and so interesting. It something that can be so original. Fashion designers are real people that dont need help when it time to create something, when it comes to Celebrities, they are phony people who think they can be fashion designers, when they cannot. In order to do something great like fashion design, you must be able to draw something on a piece of paper and with a pen, not something that someone needs someone else's hands.
            When I see a celebrity trying to be a fashion designer, I am like stick to what you know, If I have to stick to Fashion, then you can stick to acting and film. But some people think that they can be fashion designers, when they can't. It takes pride and a fashion degree, to know what fashion brings. I know fashion as if it was created just yesterday, I like fashion and I will always stick to what I know, I don"t and wont listen to others telling me what I should wear and what style I should have. Nobody knows what I need, but me. So when someone tells me that, I will simply ignored them, cause they don't know

       Today I have had a little orange kitten came up to me, it was starving and I don't understand how come someone can be like that and just toss a cat to the curb and act like it was a bag of garbage, I just dont understand and I think I never will. It makes me sick to see a poor little kitty in the condition that it was in. When it came up to me, it wanted food, so I gave her food, water and milk, then she decided to let me pet her, because I gave her something that she wanted, she was very friendly. At first I didn't think she would let me pet her, because the condition she was in.
       When I decided to pet her, I noticed she was hairless because of a bad flea infection that she has, I noticed she once was long hair. She was the most beautiful kitty I ever saw, well besides the ugly look. I can tell that she was once a beauitful kitty, but I forgot to mention that she is toothless, Which means she has no teeth, just the fangs. Which I felt pretty bad, because I gave her food, not knowing that she can't eat it. So I went to the store and brought some wet kitty food, for her to eat and she ate all of it. It was like wow, I never once saw a little kitty, eat something so fast. She was so cute when she ate her food, you could see her ears go back and forth, like when a little kitty sucking on a baby bottle.
         I dont understand why, someone can just abandon a cat, dog, horse, or anything, I dont understand. Why can't we all just join forces and start making the law a better one, start making owning animals a little harder, We may have getting our pets neuter and spayed, but what does that mean, there are still horses to think about, people only breed horses just for the money, not for the love of them, same goes for dogs, cats or anything. When the law going to get better? To be honest, I dont know, it's so hard to tell, when their is a stupid president that doesn't know what he is doing, and not to mention there are stupid governor's that don't know what they are doing. They are only doing to get free money and don't care about what going on with the world, when will all this change, when can all these little animals, big animals, the frightful one's, the nasty one's, the rebels ones, get to be free and live in a world that they can finally called home. To be honest, I think they will never live in a free world, someone will always be the abusive one to one of these animals.
    When can we all live free, in a peaceful world, no harm, no danger, no nothing, just a world to live happy. I guess that the world I will never see. To many people keep promises, and those promises are always broken, what happen to the home that we could able to called home. But then again, proaching has always been here and it always continue. I don't mean to get off subject, but what happened to that little orange called, oh by the way, I name her Little foot, because she was small, It made me think that what happened to her, is happening to all those little babies that are out there. I remember when I found my little Lily, She was the same way, but she was only 3 weeks old when I found her, She was cover in gasoline, and she was blind. She was the most cutest little thing that I ever saw. To this day, I still have her, she is going on 2 years in May 2016. I had  a hard time getting her to eat, but now, She is the most beautiful thing that I ever came across.
    This is to all the people out there, please help save as many animals that you can, you are their defender, protector, you are their voice, their eyes, you are their strenght, when they are weak. Please help them. They need it.

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       Today I have had a little orange kitten came up to me, it was starving and I don't understand how come someone can be like that and just toss a cat to the curb and act like it was a bag of garbage, I just dont understand and I think I never will. It makes me sick to see a poor little kitty in the condition that it was in. When it came up to me, it wanted food, so I gave her food, water and milk, then she decided to let me pet her, because I gave her something that she wanted, she was very friendly. At first I didn't think she would let me pet her, because the condition she was in.
       When I decided to pet her, I noticed she was hairless because of a bad flea infection that she has, I noticed she once was long hair. She was the most beautiful kitty I ever saw, well besides the ugly look. I can tell that she was once a beauitful kitty, but I forgot to mention that she is toothless, Which means she has no teeth, just the fangs. Which I felt pretty bad, because I gave her food, not knowing that she can't eat it. So I went to the store and brought some wet kitty food, for her to eat and she ate all of it. It was like wow, I never once saw a little kitty, eat something so fast. She was so cute when she ate her food, you could see her ears go back and forth, like when a little kitty sucking on a baby bottle.
         I dont understand why, someone can just abandon a cat, dog, horse, or anything, I dont understand. Why can't we all just join forces and start making the law a better one, start making owning animals a little harder, We may have getting our pets neuter and spayed, but what does that mean, there are still horses to think about, people only breed horses just for the money, not for the love of them, same goes for dogs, cats or anything. When the law going to get better? To be honest, I dont know, it's so hard to tell, when their is a stupid president that doesn't know what he is doing, and not to mention there are stupid governor's that don't know what they are doing. They are only doing to get free money and don't care about what going on with the world, when will all this change, when can all these little animals, big animals, the frightful one's, the nasty one's, the rebels ones, get to be free and live in a world that they can finally called home. To be honest, I think they will never live in a free world, someone will always be the abusive one to one of these animals.
    When can we all live free, in a peaceful world, no harm, no danger, no nothing, just a world to live happy. I guess that the world I will never see. To many people keep promises, and those promises are always broken, what happen to the home that we could able to called home. But then again, proaching has always been here and it always continue. I don't mean to get off subject, but what happened to that little orange called, oh by the way, I name her Little foot, because she was small, It made me think that what happened to her, is happening to all those little babies that are out there. I remember when I found my little Lily, She was the same way, but she was only 3 weeks old when I found her, She was cover in gasoline, and she was blind. She was the most cutest little thing that I ever saw. To this day, I still have her, she is going on 2 years in May 2016. I had  a hard time getting her to eat, but now, She is the most beautiful thing that I ever came across.
    This is to all the people out there, please help save as many animals that you can, you are their defender, protector, you are their voice, their eyes, you are their strenght, when they are weak. Please help them. They need it.

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            I just finally decorated my planner with the some of the washi tape that I got from LovedbyGaby, she is from the Netherlands, She is a really nice lady, and she has some really good stuff to decorate your planner or even DIY projects.  I would highly recommended her for anything. She is the first store that I order from etsy, since I first started using etsy. The washi tape that I got, was a 7 piece collection, they are the mini me of washi, and I really like it, because they can cover small area's of places where big washi can't reach. When it comes to decorating, I will be glad to use her store again. Please check her out for all your decorating needs.


Washi tape from Loved by Gaby https://www.etsy.com/shop/LovedbyGaby


  My planner for the month of August. I really like the concept of it. It me, and it even sets the mood that it still summer, Blue for the Sky and and pink for flowers.

            I just finally decorated my planner with the some of the washi tape that I got from LovedbyGaby, she is from the Netherlands, She is a really nice lady, and she has some really good stuff to decorate your planner or even DIY projects.  I would highly recommended her for anything. She is the first store that I order from etsy, since I first started using etsy. The washi tape that I got, was a 7 piece collection, they are the mini me of washi, and I really like it, because they can cover small area's of places where big washi can't reach. When it comes to decorating, I will be glad to use her store again. Please check her out for all your decorating needs.


Washi tape from Loved by Gaby https://www.etsy.com/shop/LovedbyGaby


  My planner for the month of August. I really like the concept of it. It me, and it even sets the mood that it still summer, Blue for the Sky and and pink for flowers.

        When closing beauty products that is, well too many to choose from. When I decided to go into beauty product searching, I had a hard time picking out the loves that I love. My top 10 favorite beauty products are:
1) Clearasil Acne treatment
2) Tresemme: Renewal Shampoo and Conditioner
3) Tresemme: Rejuvenating mud Masque: Nourishing & Repairs distressed Hair
4) LA Colors: Mascara Trio / eyeshadow
5) Clearasil Ultra face and mask night time acne medicine
6) Garnier: Garnier Style: Anti- Humidity
7) Sally Hanson: Maximum Growth
8) Clearasil: Ultra face scrub
9) LA Color Eyeliner
10) Clearasil: On the go wipes (Not shown in picture)

I have chose my top 5 beauty products and now show me yours. These are my all times faves! Please post yours in comments. thanks

        When closing beauty products that is, well too many to choose from. When I decided to go into beauty product searching, I had a hard time picking out the loves that I love. My top 10 favorite beauty products are:
1) Clearasil Acne treatment
2) Tresemme: Renewal Shampoo and Conditioner
3) Tresemme: Rejuvenating mud Masque: Nourishing & Repairs distressed Hair
4) LA Colors: Mascara Trio / eyeshadow
5) Clearasil Ultra face and mask night time acne medicine
6) Garnier: Garnier Style: Anti- Humidity
7) Sally Hanson: Maximum Growth
8) Clearasil: Ultra face scrub
9) LA Color Eyeliner
10) Clearasil: On the go wipes (Not shown in picture)

I have chose my top 5 beauty products and now show me yours. These are my all times faves! Please post yours in comments. thanks

    Most people would ask what in my Make up bag, well that would be easy to tell, since I don't carry that much in my make up bag. In My makeup bag, are always the essentials of all make up. I have the LA Colors Trio Mascara that I made as a trio. LA Colors eyeliner, LA Colors Eyeshadow, Wet n Wild eye Shadow walking on seashells, Wet n Wild length mascara, Chap Stick, Lotion, and also makeup Brushes.
    When someone looks in my make up bag, they will see not much makeup, I only keep the essentials in my bag, not my whole makeup cart. My makeup bag is small, so not a lot can fit. When I decided to start carrying a makeup bag, I didn't really knew what to put in it. I had a hard time dealing what to put in my bag. It was hard. So I just put in the essentials and it stay that way for 5 years, Still using the same makeup bag, that was originally a clutch for doing out in the evenings. Which was small and compact to fit into my bag.
    When it comes to my makeup, I always have a hard time looking for the right concealer, which I don't deal with name brands, I am not really a name brand girl, I like brands that gives me the smooth feeling of my overall face, for example, LA Colors, LA girl, Wet n Wild, Eyes lips Face, and any other brand that is not really popular or people never heard of them. LA Colors and Wet n Wild have always been my favorite, but I am willing to give other brands a try to be on my face, Who knows they probably will be on my Favorite List and have a spot in my make up bag.

    Most people would ask what in my Make up bag, well that would be easy to tell, since I don't carry that much in my make up bag. In My makeup bag, are always the essentials of all make up. I have the LA Colors Trio Mascara that I made as a trio. LA Colors eyeliner, LA Colors Eyeshadow, Wet n Wild eye Shadow walking on seashells, Wet n Wild length mascara, Chap Stick, Lotion, and also makeup Brushes.
    When someone looks in my make up bag, they will see not much makeup, I only keep the essentials in my bag, not my whole makeup cart. My makeup bag is small, so not a lot can fit. When I decided to start carrying a makeup bag, I didn't really knew what to put in it. I had a hard time dealing what to put in my bag. It was hard. So I just put in the essentials and it stay that way for 5 years, Still using the same makeup bag, that was originally a clutch for doing out in the evenings. Which was small and compact to fit into my bag.
    When it comes to my makeup, I always have a hard time looking for the right concealer, which I don't deal with name brands, I am not really a name brand girl, I like brands that gives me the smooth feeling of my overall face, for example, LA Colors, LA girl, Wet n Wild, Eyes lips Face, and any other brand that is not really popular or people never heard of them. LA Colors and Wet n Wild have always been my favorite, but I am willing to give other brands a try to be on my face, Who knows they probably will be on my Favorite List and have a spot in my make up bag.

            When it comes to My Style's Must Have's, it pretty simple. I like to be the type of girl that is comfortable in anything that she wears, from Faux leather to Fitness wear. I like to be comfortable. My style must have's comes in all shapes and sizes. I like jeans, Legging, cardigans, Faux leather Jackets, yoga pants, dressy top, dresses, Cropped pants and the most of all cotton. I love cotton, so that is my style must have is cotton.
    Cotton is in my closet and will always have a spot in it. When it comes to My Style Must Have's, there is always a competition going on, of who wore it best, or why is that person wearing it. But for the most part, I love being me, it what tells the person what type of person I am and also what the reasoning for me like that type of style. I never knew anyone who had the same style as me, until I watch Vampire Diaries, I notice that the Lead Female Elena Gilbert, like the same style as me, and I been having this style for about 10 years now, so it felt really good seeing someone else wearing the style.
    When I wear the style that I wear, jeans, cardigan, and knee high boots, it feels good, because I get to be me and I don't have to be like anyone else, but me. When it comes to style, I know the person that I am, and I know for the fact that I wont let people bring me down when it comes to style. Style to me is like food and water, it a must have. I love the fact that I can go into my closet and pick out anything and easily style it together. I like the purpose to bring new and creative style together, So my overall must have is Style.

            When it comes to My Style's Must Have's, it pretty simple. I like to be the type of girl that is comfortable in anything that she wears, from Faux leather to Fitness wear. I like to be comfortable. My style must have's comes in all shapes and sizes. I like jeans, Legging, cardigans, Faux leather Jackets, yoga pants, dressy top, dresses, Cropped pants and the most of all cotton. I love cotton, so that is my style must have is cotton.
    Cotton is in my closet and will always have a spot in it. When it comes to My Style Must Have's, there is always a competition going on, of who wore it best, or why is that person wearing it. But for the most part, I love being me, it what tells the person what type of person I am and also what the reasoning for me like that type of style. I never knew anyone who had the same style as me, until I watch Vampire Diaries, I notice that the Lead Female Elena Gilbert, like the same style as me, and I been having this style for about 10 years now, so it felt really good seeing someone else wearing the style.
    When I wear the style that I wear, jeans, cardigan, and knee high boots, it feels good, because I get to be me and I don't have to be like anyone else, but me. When it comes to style, I know the person that I am, and I know for the fact that I wont let people bring me down when it comes to style. Style to me is like food and water, it a must have. I love the fact that I can go into my closet and pick out anything and easily style it together. I like the purpose to bring new and creative style together, So my overall must have is Style.

            I am going to talk about stalking for a moment! Stalking is an ugly thing that we don't deserve but somehow we get it anyways. There is a story about stalking that I will post at a later date. But I will post an essay that I did, when I was in college, it about stalking and about how police don't really care.

             I have taken my time to focus on something that is current in the public, but not noticeable – stalking. It holds a valuable thing too many others. How come nobody does not talk about it? Why the police does ignored it? I thought I would do some analyzing about the current event that is happening.  As I was doing researched about the current event, it lend me to the four ethical traditions.

           The situation on stalking comes to no surprise. It something that does not take notice from the police. They show no remorse of what going on. When it comes from reporting it, the police would say, “Did they hurt you.” When you say no. They say they can’t do nothing. In 5 out of 10 people will take it in their own hands. What happens to the people when they take in their own hands? What happen to the police when they don’t do nothing to help the ones being stalk? Why does the average person have to put up with being stalk, like they are a movie?

         There are some who feels that stalking should be a law. When the person look it up it already a law. So why does anyone take it in to consideration?  Some people would say that the police are futile and careless and find it difficult to realized on someone who never so no remorse of what happening to them. Why does the law say, when you need help call 911? Why call 911 when they never show up? Why put someone life at risk for the sake of carelessness?

         According to the Greek Tradition, if they knew that I was being stalk. They would tell me, “Why should we pay any attention at all to what is just or right or fair.” I feel that that the Greek is like the police, why must we feel the need to pay attention to anything.” I also feel that the Greek is right about one thing in being stalk, “There are many ways to avoid death in every danger if a man is willing to say and to do anything.” From the reading of Plato. The Greek feel that you should avoid death in every possible way. I believe that the Greeks are powerful people that people should take caution. I think the Greek made it clear for those who double cross them, they condemn Socrates to death. I think in order to condemn someone to death, they should done something that would out them to death, From the reading of Plato, it was clear that in order for the police to do something, you must be wealthy. “What do you take to be the advantage you have got from being wealthy? I think it means that the only way the police will listen, is money will talk. According to Thrasymachus, define justice as a way that might must by definition, make right. He claims that the unjust man is not “right,” he’s still happier. I would think that the police would try to help the stalker more than they would do for me, because I am a nothing, and they will take sympathy of the stalker, because they know him.

       According to Glaucon, “I will begin with my first point: the nature and origin of justice.” I think the person have the right to make their own justice. I also think that they valve their life from being harm from others. I do believe that the stalker does not have the right to come in someone life and do torture to them. “The virtues we seek are wisdoms, courage, temperance, and justice: justice, the culminating virtue for the state, will be last,” according to the Greeks.

         In my opinion of being stalk, I think I should be allow to take it in my hands and be able to free myself from harm and not have to worry about something that could have me ended up dead somewhere. I think that the police should show more authority towards those who are being stalk and not have to be afraid of going out of their house or being shoot at from walking down the street. The Greeks states that justice is the power which produces states or individuals of who that is true or must we look further. I think that justice should be look further upon and be able to show that we are not afraid of anything that we do. From the Greeks stand point, they have a strong courage for virtue. Virtue is two kinds, intellectual and moral. Intellectual virtue in the main owes both its birth and its growth to teaching, requires experience and time. While moral virtue comes about as the result of habit, whence also its name ethike is one that is formed by a slight variation from the word ethos (habit). The situation that I am in, was I habit that my ex-boyfriend decided to keep coming back where he had to put me on his priority list of being stalk.

      According to the Religious Tradition, religion has more influence on the ethical behavior of contemporary humans than all the philosophy in history. Is stalking a person, someone religion or someone fact of life. Religious Tradition, is all about the command of god. Religious tradition comes to no surprise.

       When the stalker decided to do the crime. He should get punish for his sins. If this saying was true or if this make people listen, I would use it, “You speak to us and we will hear: but let not god speak to us, lest we die (Exodus: Moses PG 51). I would use this saying to show proof of something, like with being stalk. When no one wanted to listen. The police thought that I was on medical when the first time I did tell. All that change while I was reading the Religious Tradition. It change me. “Do not fear, for god has come to prove you and that the fear of him may be before your eyes, that you may not sin,” said Moses.

      When I look in the mirror. I see a person who change. “Love is patient and kind: Love is not jealous or boastful: it is not arrogant or rude. Love does not insist on its own way: it is not irritable or resentful: it does not rejoice at wrong, but rejoice in the right. Love bears all things believes all things hopes all things endure all things (I Corinthians pg. 65).

In my situation of being stalk, my ex was jealous. He was jealous when I was with him and when I wasn’t with him. I think if you love someone, they should not have to feel like you are being jealous, they love only you.

       According to Religious Tradition there are two kinds of elements of the biblical Tradition that are meaningful to everyday life. One is the commitment and treatment for all, most meaningful to the needy and poor. Second one is the command to love god and to love all others.

        I have to admit I do love my ex but I can love someone who jealous and tries to be bossy. I can love him as person and the person he once was.

According to The Moral Law, which is the path we shall explore seized upon the element of law-derived from the law that governed the polis-as the fundamental moral structure. In chapter XXV, “If these things are true and if we are not stupid or insincere, when we say that the good or ill of men lies within his own will and that all besides is nothing tous why are still trouble?

Do I think my ex was sick and medication when he decided to stalk me or was he taking something to make him feel this way? When I try to bring it up, my ex just stand there in shock and don’t want to talk at all. Do I think he is lying? Yes, I do think him lying, because there have to be a reason why he doing what he does, and there should be a purpose of what he does.

       According to Moral Law, From Thomas Aquinas, Summa theological, and Article 2: States because man is governed sufficiently by the eternal law for Augustine says (De Lib Arb 1.6) that, “the eternal law is that by which it is right that all things should be most orderly.” But nature does not abound in superfluities as neither does she fail in necessaries. Therefore no law is natural to man.

My Question is not answer, is it natural to men to stalk women and be the most powerful person he can be. Also when I was being stalk, I didn’t show no fear. I just show angry. I was angry that he was capable of doing this.

       The moral law help the fact and understanding how a person should be, like with the natural order. Why should we obey, when we don’t really know the understanding of it? I understand it to the point of when I read it. For example, when I make a mistake by dating a man that I didn’t know was capable of doing something. I didn’t know why how a person just became something different overnight. If I could make sense of all this, then I would cut off men altogether, cause I don’t want to feel like my life is over, and that I would have to be hidden away like some creature that is too ugly to be seen.

       Further, the natural law is consequent to human nature (Obj 2: question xciv). Human nature is like one society that controls everything like a law. But I don’t understand the fact is that when stalking did became a human nature. What did I do to trigger something so criminally that could of put me in harm way.

       Moral law can be understood in 2 ways. The first way is addition, is nothing hinders the natural law from being changes since many things for the benefit of human life have been added over and about the natural law, by the divine law and the human laws. The second way is Subtraction. The previously was according to the natural law ceases to be so. The natural law is unchangeable.

Is the natural law that my ex, decided to stalk me. I still think he was sick when he decided to do that me, and try to make my life hell. I understand the moral law. I understand the fact that it was is way of life to so something that was capable of bringing harm in both of our lives and the fact is he thought he was powerful to do something like that. When someone becomes a stalker, they learn the rules to not get caught or notice, they act like they are normal, and that the person they are stalking is the nutty one.

        According to the Utilitarianism Traditions, which that brings of pleasure and pain. When my ex decided to stalk me, it bought me pain.  But I didn’t really take much notices of it, because all I felt was anger, and that what I kept feeling. If I could sit him down and talk to him and figure out why he stalk me in the first place then maybe I could see the point of everything.

         From Chapter 4, (chapter 2 note 150) it states that to observe the variety of inventions men have hit upon and the variety of phrases that they have brought forward. According to the Utilitarianism Traditions, it defines pleasure, so when my ex stalk me did it gave him pleasure and when I went to the police, did it gave them pleasure to laugh at me and make fun. I think that men should take the consideration of women feeling.

         The creed which accepts as the foundation of morals, utility or the greatest happiness principle holds that actions are right in proportion as they tend to promote happiness, wrong as they tend to produce the reverse of happiness, (SR 160). I think my ex didn’t have good morals, because he gave me nothing but pain and made me suffer of why he was doing what he was doing and that is called stalking me, for the most of the time we was broken up.

          I think that the law should change to the point of where we can being justice to ourselves, and don’t be hold accountable of the action we intend to make, because of something that bothers us. I also think that the law should change in order for us to be freed. People actions can speak louder then words. When actions lead to pleasure it  good and when action causes pain it evil, but the question remains unanswer, why commit to doing something that should not be done in the first place.

            I am going to talk about stalking for a moment! Stalking is an ugly thing that we don't deserve but somehow we get it anyways. There is a story about stalking that I will post at a later date. But I will post an essay that I did, when I was in college, it about stalking and about how police don't really care.

             I have taken my time to focus on something that is current in the public, but not noticeable – stalking. It holds a valuable thing too many others. How come nobody does not talk about it? Why the police does ignored it? I thought I would do some analyzing about the current event that is happening.  As I was doing researched about the current event, it lend me to the four ethical traditions.

           The situation on stalking comes to no surprise. It something that does not take notice from the police. They show no remorse of what going on. When it comes from reporting it, the police would say, “Did they hurt you.” When you say no. They say they can’t do nothing. In 5 out of 10 people will take it in their own hands. What happens to the people when they take in their own hands? What happen to the police when they don’t do nothing to help the ones being stalk? Why does the average person have to put up with being stalk, like they are a movie?

         There are some who feels that stalking should be a law. When the person look it up it already a law. So why does anyone take it in to consideration?  Some people would say that the police are futile and careless and find it difficult to realized on someone who never so no remorse of what happening to them. Why does the law say, when you need help call 911? Why call 911 when they never show up? Why put someone life at risk for the sake of carelessness?

         According to the Greek Tradition, if they knew that I was being stalk. They would tell me, “Why should we pay any attention at all to what is just or right or fair.” I feel that that the Greek is like the police, why must we feel the need to pay attention to anything.” I also feel that the Greek is right about one thing in being stalk, “There are many ways to avoid death in every danger if a man is willing to say and to do anything.” From the reading of Plato. The Greek feel that you should avoid death in every possible way. I believe that the Greeks are powerful people that people should take caution. I think the Greek made it clear for those who double cross them, they condemn Socrates to death. I think in order to condemn someone to death, they should done something that would out them to death, From the reading of Plato, it was clear that in order for the police to do something, you must be wealthy. “What do you take to be the advantage you have got from being wealthy? I think it means that the only way the police will listen, is money will talk. According to Thrasymachus, define justice as a way that might must by definition, make right. He claims that the unjust man is not “right,” he’s still happier. I would think that the police would try to help the stalker more than they would do for me, because I am a nothing, and they will take sympathy of the stalker, because they know him.

       According to Glaucon, “I will begin with my first point: the nature and origin of justice.” I think the person have the right to make their own justice. I also think that they valve their life from being harm from others. I do believe that the stalker does not have the right to come in someone life and do torture to them. “The virtues we seek are wisdoms, courage, temperance, and justice: justice, the culminating virtue for the state, will be last,” according to the Greeks.

         In my opinion of being stalk, I think I should be allow to take it in my hands and be able to free myself from harm and not have to worry about something that could have me ended up dead somewhere. I think that the police should show more authority towards those who are being stalk and not have to be afraid of going out of their house or being shoot at from walking down the street. The Greeks states that justice is the power which produces states or individuals of who that is true or must we look further. I think that justice should be look further upon and be able to show that we are not afraid of anything that we do. From the Greeks stand point, they have a strong courage for virtue. Virtue is two kinds, intellectual and moral. Intellectual virtue in the main owes both its birth and its growth to teaching, requires experience and time. While moral virtue comes about as the result of habit, whence also its name ethike is one that is formed by a slight variation from the word ethos (habit). The situation that I am in, was I habit that my ex-boyfriend decided to keep coming back where he had to put me on his priority list of being stalk.

      According to the Religious Tradition, religion has more influence on the ethical behavior of contemporary humans than all the philosophy in history. Is stalking a person, someone religion or someone fact of life. Religious Tradition, is all about the command of god. Religious tradition comes to no surprise.

       When the stalker decided to do the crime. He should get punish for his sins. If this saying was true or if this make people listen, I would use it, “You speak to us and we will hear: but let not god speak to us, lest we die (Exodus: Moses PG 51). I would use this saying to show proof of something, like with being stalk. When no one wanted to listen. The police thought that I was on medical when the first time I did tell. All that change while I was reading the Religious Tradition. It change me. “Do not fear, for god has come to prove you and that the fear of him may be before your eyes, that you may not sin,” said Moses.

      When I look in the mirror. I see a person who change. “Love is patient and kind: Love is not jealous or boastful: it is not arrogant or rude. Love does not insist on its own way: it is not irritable or resentful: it does not rejoice at wrong, but rejoice in the right. Love bears all things believes all things hopes all things endure all things (I Corinthians pg. 65).

In my situation of being stalk, my ex was jealous. He was jealous when I was with him and when I wasn’t with him. I think if you love someone, they should not have to feel like you are being jealous, they love only you.

       According to Religious Tradition there are two kinds of elements of the biblical Tradition that are meaningful to everyday life. One is the commitment and treatment for all, most meaningful to the needy and poor. Second one is the command to love god and to love all others.

        I have to admit I do love my ex but I can love someone who jealous and tries to be bossy. I can love him as person and the person he once was.

According to The Moral Law, which is the path we shall explore seized upon the element of law-derived from the law that governed the polis-as the fundamental moral structure. In chapter XXV, “If these things are true and if we are not stupid or insincere, when we say that the good or ill of men lies within his own will and that all besides is nothing tous why are still trouble?

Do I think my ex was sick and medication when he decided to stalk me or was he taking something to make him feel this way? When I try to bring it up, my ex just stand there in shock and don’t want to talk at all. Do I think he is lying? Yes, I do think him lying, because there have to be a reason why he doing what he does, and there should be a purpose of what he does.

       According to Moral Law, From Thomas Aquinas, Summa theological, and Article 2: States because man is governed sufficiently by the eternal law for Augustine says (De Lib Arb 1.6) that, “the eternal law is that by which it is right that all things should be most orderly.” But nature does not abound in superfluities as neither does she fail in necessaries. Therefore no law is natural to man.

My Question is not answer, is it natural to men to stalk women and be the most powerful person he can be. Also when I was being stalk, I didn’t show no fear. I just show angry. I was angry that he was capable of doing this.

       The moral law help the fact and understanding how a person should be, like with the natural order. Why should we obey, when we don’t really know the understanding of it? I understand it to the point of when I read it. For example, when I make a mistake by dating a man that I didn’t know was capable of doing something. I didn’t know why how a person just became something different overnight. If I could make sense of all this, then I would cut off men altogether, cause I don’t want to feel like my life is over, and that I would have to be hidden away like some creature that is too ugly to be seen.

       Further, the natural law is consequent to human nature (Obj 2: question xciv). Human nature is like one society that controls everything like a law. But I don’t understand the fact is that when stalking did became a human nature. What did I do to trigger something so criminally that could of put me in harm way.

       Moral law can be understood in 2 ways. The first way is addition, is nothing hinders the natural law from being changes since many things for the benefit of human life have been added over and about the natural law, by the divine law and the human laws. The second way is Subtraction. The previously was according to the natural law ceases to be so. The natural law is unchangeable.

Is the natural law that my ex, decided to stalk me. I still think he was sick when he decided to do that me, and try to make my life hell. I understand the moral law. I understand the fact that it was is way of life to so something that was capable of bringing harm in both of our lives and the fact is he thought he was powerful to do something like that. When someone becomes a stalker, they learn the rules to not get caught or notice, they act like they are normal, and that the person they are stalking is the nutty one.

        According to the Utilitarianism Traditions, which that brings of pleasure and pain. When my ex decided to stalk me, it bought me pain.  But I didn’t really take much notices of it, because all I felt was anger, and that what I kept feeling. If I could sit him down and talk to him and figure out why he stalk me in the first place then maybe I could see the point of everything.

         From Chapter 4, (chapter 2 note 150) it states that to observe the variety of inventions men have hit upon and the variety of phrases that they have brought forward. According to the Utilitarianism Traditions, it defines pleasure, so when my ex stalk me did it gave him pleasure and when I went to the police, did it gave them pleasure to laugh at me and make fun. I think that men should take the consideration of women feeling.

         The creed which accepts as the foundation of morals, utility or the greatest happiness principle holds that actions are right in proportion as they tend to promote happiness, wrong as they tend to produce the reverse of happiness, (SR 160). I think my ex didn’t have good morals, because he gave me nothing but pain and made me suffer of why he was doing what he was doing and that is called stalking me, for the most of the time we was broken up.

          I think that the law should change to the point of where we can being justice to ourselves, and don’t be hold accountable of the action we intend to make, because of something that bothers us. I also think that the law should change in order for us to be freed. People actions can speak louder then words. When actions lead to pleasure it  good and when action causes pain it evil, but the question remains unanswer, why commit to doing something that should not be done in the first place.

      Since 2012, I was in a relationship that was on and off. To me the relationship wasn't going anywhere, because the guy treated me like shit. To him, he didn't care. I was the one that always had to stay quiet. Like wait a minute, I should not have to. If we are in a relationship, then you should not treat me the way you are. When try to bring it up, I had to stay quiet about everything and ignored it. He blamed me for everything.
    When the relationship first started, he told me that he love me, and that he he was going to buy me a ring and would like to married me. But that was never the case. He treated me like garbage the moment that I started going out with him. I was just too stupid to see it. But now My eyes are wide open. I can see everything. We were always fighting, Which I could never understood why.  When it came to the day that I could think about it, that when I knew that I had to send him packing.
    It took me almost 3 and half years to do that, now that he gone, I can finally think about things that I couldn't before. TO this day it feels good. I like the way that the feeling is. I can wake up and say that I am free from the abuse of what he cause me. I don't know how people can be in a relationship like that. All I do know is that he wasn't bought up like that. I also learned to forgive myself, for ever being with him. It took me time to heal myself from a wound that should never have been there.
    When I think about the time that I was with him, I never knew that a man, could treat a women like that, then turn around and blamed her for everything. To him it was a one way street, which it should always be a two way street. He was a little boy trapped in a man body. When I try to talk to him, I couldn't, he expected me to be quiet. He expected to shut my mouth and never speak. He expected me to take everything that he threw at me. I think that wasn't fair. He knew better then that, So I don't why he acted like that. When I try to ask him  to go away with me for a Valentine day weekend, he told me that he was busy. But when it came to him, I always had to be free to whenever it was easy for him. Which I think that wasn't right. When I try to bring it up, He always told me to grow up little girl, like how fair is that.
    One day when I was at work, He came in with some girl, and acted like he didn't know me, when I thought we were together, when I guess we weren't. When I ask him about it, he told me that it was his grandson friend and he was just taking her home. But I already knew the truth. When I told him how I felt, he acted like it was no big deal, when it was, but when it came to me talking to a friend, or should I say a customer, he cause a rampage. Like wait a minute, what just happen here. When  he told he was just giving her a ride, I slam that back into his  face, the bitch has her car, It was red, Sun fire , with zebra seat covers. He didn't know what to say. That when I send him packing. Cause I knew that he cheated on me and I think he been cheating on this hold time. So when I set him free, It felt good.
    Some would ask me was I in love with him. to be honest, I don't know what love is. I have never been in love, cause no one never gave me that chance. Do I want to be in love? that would be an easy question, yes, I do. But will it ever happen to me, to be honest, I don't know. It hard to say when the world is the way it is, and everyone take marriage so lightly, that they don't care about the outcome that it will bring. I wish I could understand the way that the world works and the way that love works. It hard to understand and it hard to know what good and what bad. It even hard to understand the way that people work.
    When I was in that relationship, I thought I found someone that would accept me for me, but clearly I did not. I think I will never know what happen or why. I just know I never want to see him again. I wish he would just leave me alone and stay away from me. He made me so many promises, and brought me  a lot of heartache and pain. He wounded me with his words, that I think I can never believe another man again. He brought me nothing but tears at night.
    From the looks of it now, I feel free, I can do what I want and what I will. I am  doing what I love and I am doing what I may. I am feeling love at the moment of finally doing what I wanted for a long time, and that is expressing my true self. I learn if people cant accept me for who I am, then they don't need to be in my life. They know where the door is, it simple and it easy. They can walk out anytime, and no one is keeping them their, but themselves, cause they have a fear of losing. If their fear is losing you, then they should never treated you like shit in the began with.
    So for future references, I learned to never dealt with a man like that ever again. I will only be dealing with is gentleman and kind men who have a heart and love their women like the queens they are.

      Since 2012, I was in a relationship that was on and off. To me the relationship wasn't going anywhere, because the guy treated me like shit. To him, he didn't care. I was the one that always had to stay quiet. Like wait a minute, I should not have to. If we are in a relationship, then you should not treat me the way you are. When try to bring it up, I had to stay quiet about everything and ignored it. He blamed me for everything.
    When the relationship first started, he told me that he love me, and that he he was going to buy me a ring and would like to married me. But that was never the case. He treated me like garbage the moment that I started going out with him. I was just too stupid to see it. But now My eyes are wide open. I can see everything. We were always fighting, Which I could never understood why.  When it came to the day that I could think about it, that when I knew that I had to send him packing.
    It took me almost 3 and half years to do that, now that he gone, I can finally think about things that I couldn't before. TO this day it feels good. I like the way that the feeling is. I can wake up and say that I am free from the abuse of what he cause me. I don't know how people can be in a relationship like that. All I do know is that he wasn't bought up like that. I also learned to forgive myself, for ever being with him. It took me time to heal myself from a wound that should never have been there.
    When I think about the time that I was with him, I never knew that a man, could treat a women like that, then turn around and blamed her for everything. To him it was a one way street, which it should always be a two way street. He was a little boy trapped in a man body. When I try to talk to him, I couldn't, he expected me to be quiet. He expected to shut my mouth and never speak. He expected me to take everything that he threw at me. I think that wasn't fair. He knew better then that, So I don't why he acted like that. When I try to ask him  to go away with me for a Valentine day weekend, he told me that he was busy. But when it came to him, I always had to be free to whenever it was easy for him. Which I think that wasn't right. When I try to bring it up, He always told me to grow up little girl, like how fair is that.
    One day when I was at work, He came in with some girl, and acted like he didn't know me, when I thought we were together, when I guess we weren't. When I ask him about it, he told me that it was his grandson friend and he was just taking her home. But I already knew the truth. When I told him how I felt, he acted like it was no big deal, when it was, but when it came to me talking to a friend, or should I say a customer, he cause a rampage. Like wait a minute, what just happen here. When  he told he was just giving her a ride, I slam that back into his  face, the bitch has her car, It was red, Sun fire , with zebra seat covers. He didn't know what to say. That when I send him packing. Cause I knew that he cheated on me and I think he been cheating on this hold time. So when I set him free, It felt good.
    Some would ask me was I in love with him. to be honest, I don't know what love is. I have never been in love, cause no one never gave me that chance. Do I want to be in love? that would be an easy question, yes, I do. But will it ever happen to me, to be honest, I don't know. It hard to say when the world is the way it is, and everyone take marriage so lightly, that they don't care about the outcome that it will bring. I wish I could understand the way that the world works and the way that love works. It hard to understand and it hard to know what good and what bad. It even hard to understand the way that people work.
    When I was in that relationship, I thought I found someone that would accept me for me, but clearly I did not. I think I will never know what happen or why. I just know I never want to see him again. I wish he would just leave me alone and stay away from me. He made me so many promises, and brought me  a lot of heartache and pain. He wounded me with his words, that I think I can never believe another man again. He brought me nothing but tears at night.
    From the looks of it now, I feel free, I can do what I want and what I will. I am  doing what I love and I am doing what I may. I am feeling love at the moment of finally doing what I wanted for a long time, and that is expressing my true self. I learn if people cant accept me for who I am, then they don't need to be in my life. They know where the door is, it simple and it easy. They can walk out anytime, and no one is keeping them their, but themselves, cause they have a fear of losing. If their fear is losing you, then they should never treated you like shit in the began with.
    So for future references, I learned to never dealt with a man like that ever again. I will only be dealing with is gentleman and kind men who have a heart and love their women like the queens they are.

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